Baby picture....

This is my 6w4d ultrasound picture. Baby measured right on target. Hope everything goes well this Friday and that I have another picture to show you!

Guess what?...

So for those of you who don't know yet,I'm pregnant! After years of trying and heartache it finally happened!! We haven't told many people yet,besides close friends and family,and with our circumstances I don't WANT to tell anyone until the baby is here safe and sound...but I know that I will tell everyone in my own time and everything will be ok. I'm 12w4d today and I have another ultrasound on Friday. Hopefully everything will be perfect and I can start looking at baby stuff. I told hubby already that we aren't taking anything out or setting up the nursery until either right before I have the baby or after we come home. I suppose that is the infertile woman inside of me screaming that something could go wrong. It's been such a long hard journey to get here and I almost feel,like a friend once said,like a fake. Like it's not really happening and it's all just a dream and I'll wake up soon. I know that the doctor said that once you establish a heartbeat the chances are pretty good for the baby but...this is me and when it comes to certain things I'm a "glass-half-empty" kind of girl.

I have,however,purchased some maternity clothes for myself and I love them!! The shirts are a little roomy but hopefully soon they won't be. :) Anyway,I thought I would post and let everyone know that wants to and with any luck I'll have some good news on Friday.